Desire

My desire is to trust God enough to give Him everything, let Him work in me, and learn to expect the impossible.

I say this today at 8:30 pm and I mean it.  But about 8:45 pm something will distract me and I won't even be thinking about "my desire" as I give in to a craving.  Whoops!  There I go again thinking that I have some control over my actions and forgetting to let God work.  And I start all over again; okay...sometimes I start all over again and sometimes I just give in for a few days.

Eventually, I will learn to trust God enough--I will trust Him with all my heart--and the impossible will happen.  I can't imagine what that will be, but I expect it will be stupendous!

The Lord is my strength and shield.
I trust him with all my heart.
He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy.
I burst out in songs of thanksgiving.

Psalm 28:7